Because I am Man

When I am shattered, I can’t cry,
Have to smile, I have to show off nothing happened,
Because I am man,

 

When I lost, my beloved,
Have to collect myself, I have to carry on,
Because I am man,

 

When I am pierced,
I can’t announce, I have to keep quiet,
Because I am man,

 

When I am being cheated,
Have I to swallow, I have to wear silence,
Because I am man,

 

When I am in agony,
Have to relax, I have to keep calm,
Because I am man,

 

I can’t say I love you, I am not supposed to be emotional,
I can’t say I am sorry, I am not supposed to have weak,
I can’t say I need you, I am not supposed to be fragile,
I can’t say I am exhausted, I am not supposed to be robust,

 

All these, expectations, desires, rules and traditions
of this world, from  this society,  for this gender,
All are good, still, I would say to you
Men are not apathetic.

 

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Modern Women

Each morning a see you waking up fast,

Showing emotions which never could last,

Wearing a smile, on your face,

Running ahead clock to make a race

 

Doing something in kitchen with a run,

But still making happy face for kids for fun,

Running to office in high heels,

So much work I do not how it feels

 

Wearing so much makeup to get beauty,

 I do know how you look without it sweetie,

Working all day with decency,

I do not know how you keep up your working efficiency.

You are busy, from beginning till day, full and all,

 Even though you manage to remember me and make a call,

I do not know how you keep yourself such easy,

When I came back to home never find you lazy.

 

You are smiling and telling me how was your day,

Even I do not ask, but you will say anyway,

On my problems, you give me solutions,

Even it is my problem; I think why I do not get this conclusion.

 

I do not know what to say you women,

You are like god’s omen,

I do not know how life of men without women,

Thanks to you making my life elite,

Without you, women no one’s life could not be complete.

 

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I Am Sorry…….

 

When I smell pain in sunlight, mist disappeared from air,

Agony on my face by the moon, stars became disappearing,

Water became saline, colour of pain spared on canvas of sky,

Clouds gliding like lava on my head,

Lament of wolf could listen by me,

Rainbow now looking ugly, time became immobile,

No movement all around me.

 

 

 

Clouds anguishing all around me, nothing is appearing good,

I can realize nothing is going well around me,

Why this is so,

Everything is so inexplicable around me, nothing like known to me,

What is going on?

What is this going on around me….!

 

 

 

Now a could listen to a spiky echo in my ears,

Something likes piercing my heart,

I am feeling uneasy,

What is this genesis of all this,

Where is dejected feeling is coming from

I am going behind it.

 

 

There is something in shadow of bushes,

There is someone behind this darkness,

It is appealing sculpture is there, no there is someone,

This is someone, who is crying there,

My breaths are running fast, I touched her shoulders to turned,

Oh … it is you, my love..!!

 

 

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Crying fearlessly, carrying your broken heart in hands,

Tears passing all over body, grim face, volcanic eyes,

Bloody heart is melting and saying my name,

Oh, it is me … it is I am who did this to you,

 Who shattered your heart, broken you,

Unknowingly killed your faith, trust me,

Whipped out your emotions for me,

Rip off your dreams, your desires.

 

 

My girl what I did to you,

What I have done to you,

Oh..What I can do now,

 I am blank, astonished, stoned,

The only word which coming from my soul is,

I am sorry my love.

 

 

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All around you……

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Distance between you us spacious,

You can’t feel me and I am also not in front of you,

Shadow of my emotions can be mingle with you,

Even salty tears of your grieve, can’t moist me,

Waves of your smile, can’t touch my stoned heart

 

You are in impair,

You are in rejoice,

You are in dilemma,

You are under evils,

You are deserted,

You are tired

You are annoyed

I do not know how you are feeling now and then.

 

But I could remember you are a brave girl, a warrior spirit,

Show no tears,

Show no pain,

Show no emotions,

I know you are a fighter,

You are a survivor,

You are with conviction,

You are with zeal,

 

My dear I am thousands of miles away from you, not with you in struggle of life,

I could not be stand shoulder by shoulder with you every day ,

But it does not means that I am not with you.

 

In daily resist of existence when you are worn out and going to be broken down,

 Just close your eyes,

 

You could feel breeze on your head from my blessing,

You could feel warm around you from my hug

You could feel moist on your eyes from my kisses

You could feel me yourself on my shoulder

I am with you, all around you

Just you could see me by your inner eyes.

My lady just feel me.

I am all around you.

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Dark Chocolate

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You are bitter like chocolate,

Not sweet, polite, not humble not delight,

You mesmerize by your presence,

Comes into my heart by your bitterly kisses,

 

Your pleasant whiff confines my brain

And brew to my soul.

You are bitter chocolate, makes addictive of you,

You are not sweet, vibrant, and affirmative like others,

 

 Not as others expect you to be.

But it’s satisfying for me, who you are, what you and how you are.

I love your bitterness, your darkness.

This makes you outrageous.

 

And finally compel me to fall in love with my dark chocolate.

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My Real Women

My Women
My Women

What I should proclaim you as,

You sweet rebellion,

You pacific heart,

You cozy fire,

You untamed breeze,

You midnight fantasy,

You star pointer,

You pride of pack,

You charm of medication,

You soothing of nomadic,

You goddess of wanderers,

 

 

 

You never perceive but…

You are just you,

Not what I expect from you to be,

Not as people around you think you should be,

Not as family wants you make to be,

Not as your society turning you to me,

My lovely lady….

 

 

 

 

You are what you want to be,

You are what you think you should be,

You are what you admire from yourself get to be,

You are as like this because,

You are real women.

You are modern women.

And you are My Women.

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Oh my lady love…..

Oh my lady love…
Oh my lady love…

                                             Oh  my lady-love…

I love you what you are;

Not for what you are,

I do not love you for colour of your skin;

I love you even your hair colour, blue, pink or green,

I do not love you because small medium or big size;

I never saw you as fancy, trophy or as prize,

I do not love you to fill my free time;

I love you because you are my life’s rhyme,

I do not love you for your beauty;

I love you because keep my girl happy is my duty,

My love, you are feminine, a beautiful strong lady;

Independent, free, expressive and free breeze could care of self.

 

 

But I am old-fashioned and traditional man;

For me, chivalry is still alive and in my blood,

Let me serve you my lady.

 

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मेरी माँ अलग थी

मेरी माँ अलग थी....
मेरी माँ अलग थी….

मेरी माँ अलग थी, मुझे कुछ और ही बातें बतलाती थी,

की न कोई राजा, न रानी ,न शैतान, न परियो के किस्से सुनती थी,

ज़िन्दगी आसान नहीं है ,रास्ते खुद नहीं बनते ,

मंजिले तराशनी है , आँसुओ की कीमत नहीं,

सच की कोई हार नहीं , और न जाने क्या क्या सुनती थी  |

 

मेरी माँ बड़ी अजीब थी , अजीब अजीब सी चीज़े सिखलाती  थी,

मुझसे काम कराती , खुद काम करना सिखलाती ,गलतियों पर डांट देना,

शिकायत आने पर मार देना, अलग अलग किस्से बुनती और हम लोगो को बतलाती थी  |

 

लगता था क्या माये, ऐसी होती है .? क्या ऐसी चीजे बतलाती है ..?

आँख खोल सोना, न किसी के सामने रोना ,

मुस्कुरा कर अपनी रोटी खाना ,दुसरो की दाल देख न ललचाना,

अपनों के लिए झुक जाना , सम्मान के लिए लड़ जाना ,

इज़्ज़त के लिए मार जाना , बुरे समय से न घबराना ,

और न जाने क्या उल्टा सीधा सिखलाती थी ,

शायद मेरी माँ कठोर ,निष्ठुर ,बाबली थी,की ये सब बतलाती थी  |

 

समय बिता ,साल बीते , और अपने ,और अपनों के हाल बीते ,

ज़िन्दगी में न राजा , न रानी देखि ,न कोई बुढ़िया सायानी देखी

देखी दुनिया देखी और दुनिया की चाल ,

अपनों के बीच न अपना देखा , न मिला बिन काम पूछने वाला हाल  |

 

ज़िन्दगी थी वैसी जैसी मेरी माँ मुझे बतलाती थी ,

हाँ भाई दुनिया तो वैसी निकली जैसी मेरी अबूझ माँ मुझे समझती थी,

शायद उसे शौक नहीं था , ख्वाब दिखाने का,और ख्वाबो के तोड़े जाने का ,

इसीलिए कड़वे सच बतलाती थी ,

मेरे कोमल बचपन को, अपने अनुभव ,इरादो, और इल्म से पकती थी  |

 

वो पागल नहीं, सनकी नहीं , अजीब भी नहीं थी ,

वो बनी मेरे जीवन का कुम्हार , मेरी सोच का आधार ,

मेरे विचारो का आकार, मेरे वक्तित्व का चमत्कार ,

मेरी माँ अलग थी, अलग बना गयी मुझे ,और करा गयी आत्मसार ,

अब क्या बचा करने को सिवाए नमस्कार  |

 

 

मै फिर भी कर रहा हु इंतज़ार , तुम फिर से आओ ,

और फिर से गोद में लेकर ,सीने से लगाओ,

और अगले जन्म ,और उसके भी अगले जन्म अपना पुत्र बनाओ ,

और हर बार मुझे दुनिया से अलग और अलग बनाओ,

माँ तुम सच में अलग हो  ||

 

 © Abhishek Yadav 2015

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