Far from here, where I can’t reach.
In unknown location extreme from sight,
A site where no direction,
A position without dimension
I know you are there,
Because I live in desert
Far from emotions and feeling,
Dry and dusty place like my heart,
Soil without pulse and carving,
At this land, i suspect,
Moister, muggier, cold and breeze,
Downpour, cascade, around and within me,
Same salty, same soaked, same savour.
Stop your droplets, stop moan,
I can’t bear breeze, that much feeling in my head,
Because now I live in the desert , My Love.
© Abhishek Yadav- 2017
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Far from each other, on the different dimension of the world,
We are separated, departed, detached , divided from each other,
wounds have been healed, scars vanished,
Broken promises have been under carpet,
Ashes of emotions flew away,
Everything seems streamline,
Well established, pumping,
and going smooth like nothing happened .
But whenever , I close my eyes ,
Stops seeing everything all around me,
Then I listen,
An unborn cry,
Waves of sorrows,
Sound of tears,
Bitterness of feelings,
Echo of promises,
Lament of bonding,
And broken lines of time.
I Feel hollow, a vacuum, within me,
All these are around me, within me, outside of me, from all directions,
Coming from infinite, and continuously,
Keep on coming
I don’t understand it, from where it is coming,
Just I could feel it’s pain, sorrow, agony, suffering, ache,
But not created by my heart, someone is breeding it,
And pouring on me.
This curse, these irrational waves are heavy and too much intense for me
Sinking me deep, far away my soul from me.
Help me, I am drowning
© Abhishek Yadav 2016
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Distance between you us spacious,
You can’t feel me and I am also not in front of you,
Shadow of my emotions can be mingle with you,
Even salty tears of your grieve, can’t moist me,
Waves of your smile, can’t touch my stoned heart
You are in impair,
You are in rejoice,
You are in dilemma,
You are under evils,
You are deserted,
You are tired
You are annoyed
I do not know how you are feeling now and then.
But I could remember you are a brave girl, a warrior spirit,
Show no tears,
Show no pain,
Show no emotions,
I know you are a fighter,
You are a survivor,
You are with conviction,
You are with zeal,
My dear I am thousands of miles away from you, not with you in struggle of life,
I could not be stand shoulder by shoulder with you every day ,
But it does not means that I am not with you.
In daily resist of existence when you are worn out and going to be broken down,
Just close your eyes,
You could feel breeze on your head from my blessing,
You could feel warm around you from my hug
You could feel moist on your eyes from my kisses
You could feel me yourself on my shoulder
I am with you, all around you
Just you could see me by your inner eyes.
My lady just feel me.
I am all around you.
© Abhishek Yadav 2015
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