Familiar Stranger

Someone, I know far from me, following me,
tracking me, quietly, calmly, without any tracks,
without any hiss, just observing me,
 no words, without breath,

 

Oh my disengaged one, I know who you are,
my forbidden love, you; who came in my life,
adorned me, best memories of my life,
rejoiced, rejuvenated  and reclaimed my life,

 

Places stretched between us, by the time,
we separated, departed and walked our miles,
now you feel; we   just meet  as serendipitously,
Just as a trick, one among the million we meet.

 

Have you ever pondered why we meet,
neither it was  coincidence, nor a random chance,
everything happens, due to a cause, with a reason,
yet, we can’t justify it but we can perceive it.

 

Anytime, we strive, argue then quiet,
because I understand silence; of yours,
you rejoice my emotions, our chorus,
our misunderstanding, miscommunication

 

Still, we can’t deny our love for each other,
i love you and would keep loving till eternity,
even though what so ever situation around us,
that is all, I have to say you, my familiar stranger.

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Keep Waling

Who were with me,

Who are with me,

Who would come to me,

I don’t know, I never remember it, I would not ever ponder it.

 

People came to me and gone back,

People robbed me and enriched me with experiences ,

People cursed me and cherries my aspirations

People depressed me and motivated my dreams,

 

I never cry, I never yell,

I never disillusioned, I never blame ,

I never depressed, never settled down .

 

One thing which I did in my entire life,

That was keep walking,

Walking all around my dreams,

Walking over my chaos,

Walking in my sorrow,

Walking and just walking,

 

I did all these, entire of my life because I know something,

A secret of life,

Nothing is permanent and I am a solo traveler,

So keep walking.

 

© Abhishek Yadav-2016

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I am drowning

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Far from each other, on the different dimension of the world,

We are separated, departed, detached , divided from each other,

wounds have been healed, scars vanished,

Broken promises have been under carpet,

Ashes of emotions flew away,

Everything seems streamline,

Well established, pumping,

 and going smooth like nothing happened .

 

 

But whenever , I close my eyes ,

Stops seeing everything all around me,

 Then I listen,

An unborn cry,

 Waves of sorrows,

 Sound of tears,

Bitterness of feelings,

Echo of promises,

Lament of bonding,

And broken lines of time.

 

 

   I Feel hollow, a vacuum, within me,

 All these are around me, within me, outside of me, from all directions,

Coming from infinite, and continuously,

 Keep on coming

 

 

I don’t understand it, from where it is coming,

Just I could feel it’s pain, sorrow, agony, suffering, ache,

But not created by my heart, someone is breeding it,

And pouring on me.

 

 

This curse, these irrational waves are heavy and too much intense for me

Sinking me deep, far away my soul from me.

Help me, I am drowning

 

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© Abhishek Yadav 2016

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I Am Sorry…….

 

When I smell pain in sunlight, mist disappeared from air,

Agony on my face by the moon, stars became disappearing,

Water became saline, colour of pain spared on canvas of sky,

Clouds gliding like lava on my head,

Lament of wolf could listen by me,

Rainbow now looking ugly, time became immobile,

No movement all around me.

 

 

 

Clouds anguishing all around me, nothing is appearing good,

I can realize nothing is going well around me,

Why this is so,

Everything is so inexplicable around me, nothing like known to me,

What is going on?

What is this going on around me….!

 

 

 

Now a could listen to a spiky echo in my ears,

Something likes piercing my heart,

I am feeling uneasy,

What is this genesis of all this,

Where is dejected feeling is coming from

I am going behind it.

 

 

There is something in shadow of bushes,

There is someone behind this darkness,

It is appealing sculpture is there, no there is someone,

This is someone, who is crying there,

My breaths are running fast, I touched her shoulders to turned,

Oh … it is you, my love..!!

 

 

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Crying fearlessly, carrying your broken heart in hands,

Tears passing all over body, grim face, volcanic eyes,

Bloody heart is melting and saying my name,

Oh, it is me … it is I am who did this to you,

 Who shattered your heart, broken you,

Unknowingly killed your faith, trust me,

Whipped out your emotions for me,

Rip off your dreams, your desires.

 

 

My girl what I did to you,

What I have done to you,

Oh..What I can do now,

 I am blank, astonished, stoned,

The only word which coming from my soul is,

I am sorry my love.

 

 

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Yes you can do it

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Pain, fear, agony, sorrow, frustration, rejection, apprehension,

There are many more emotions, sensation, feeling you carrying,

Deep buried inside of you,

 

Nicely you piled your volcano of emotions inside of your spirit,

I see you every day, I touch you breath each day,

I hug you ever morning, Kisses you every night,

But you hide it; you are curbing these inside of you,

These emotions which are nurturing in your body are corroding you,

How long you can sustain it..? It is killing you softly.

 

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Just for a smile, burst this volcano of emotions from you,

Let lava of tears flow all over your spirit, Let the warmness of agony evaporate,

Let the lament of clouds explode on you; Let these gloomy matters flow out from you.

 

 

After this outburst, there will be hollow,

Hollow in your soul, Relaxation in your emotion

Soothing in your feeling, Calmness in you heartbeat,

 

 

Then I will climb on you,

Without illuminating you, without grant of yore permission

Without your consent, slowly crawling all around you,

 

 

To colour you spirit in rainbow,

To fill you hollow soul with love, to pull your breath with smile

To play music with your heart beat, to change you from in and out,

 

 

I can do it; yes I can do it for you, I am ready to do all these for you,

But, first you need to believe in me, you must have trust me,

You have to faith on me that,

“Yes, `you can do it…”

 

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Pole star

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On heap of rocks I was sitting,

All alone, offended, dejected, tired, disheartened and twinged,

Nowhere to go, no direction, not desired, no passion,

I lost my recollections,

who am I,

From where I came from

Where I have to go.

All grief, pain and just full with darkness in and out,

Breeze was arctic; no warmness was in fire, just all my world was broke up.

 

Only thing that I could remember was I am and pole star,

All abandoned nothing far and behind me, what to do and where to start do not know,

In freezing storm I sensed a fluid voice, silky, smooth, tender and warm,

Came in my ears and going into my soul,

Was chanting like a baby, whispering, uttering unclear but comforting to heart,

 

 

She was in front of me, smiling, In white gown, came to me,

Touches me and said to me.

My love forgot what happened with you,

 Where you have to go,

Just trust yourself,

Just believe In you,

All these pain, agony, frustration, sorrow are quick.

Just keep walking; you are not made to be   remorse, to lament on death of yours.

Nothing you lost nothing you could revive.

I am with you forever and always.

 

I asked who you are, do I know you, why you are supporting.

She smiled and said I am you forgotten love,

Your own soul,

Your own body,

I am you own pole star.

 

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© Abhishek Yadav 2015

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