Familiar Stranger

Someone, I know far from me, following me,
tracking me, quietly, calmly, without any tracks,
without any hiss, just observing me,
 no words, without breath,

 

Oh my disengaged one, I know who you are,
my forbidden love, you; who came in my life,
adorned me, best memories of my life,
rejoiced, rejuvenated  and reclaimed my life,

 

Places stretched between us, by the time,
we separated, departed and walked our miles,
now you feel; we   just meet  as serendipitously,
Just as a trick, one among the million we meet.

 

Have you ever pondered why we meet,
neither it was  coincidence, nor a random chance,
everything happens, due to a cause, with a reason,
yet, we can’t justify it but we can perceive it.

 

Anytime, we strive, argue then quiet,
because I understand silence; of yours,
you rejoice my emotions, our chorus,
our misunderstanding, miscommunication

 

Still, we can’t deny our love for each other,
i love you and would keep loving till eternity,
even though what so ever situation around us,
that is all, I have to say you, my familiar stranger.

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I Am Missing

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Sun shines, the wind blows,

time clicks, people run,

Moon blossom, stars spreads twinkle,

Everything moving , as it should be,

All around me harmony, synchronized

Rhythm, complete, perfect.

Except me.

 

There is hollow , emptiness within me,

Somewhere ,something is missing.

I am searching it, trying to fix

Leaking of my soul, bleeding of my heart.

Pieces of my aura.

Droplets of my emotions all around me.

 

I don’t know why these things are happening with me,

What is going on with me,

But I can feel one thing for sure.

I am missing from, within me.

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I Am Waiting…

I am not a prince, nor charming,

Not even having a horse, or to offer you a unicorn,

I am a simple man,

I carving that, I could offer you all these luxuries, lavishness,  leisure of this world,

Fulfill all your dreams, all desires and aspirations of yours.

 

 

Darling; for me life is not a bed of roses, it is like rollercoaster,

Bitter and sweet, fire and ice, day and dawn,

Nothing is confined, fasten and robust for me,

I am struggling for me, for my continuation; and for my future.

 

 

But something is sure that for which I could tell you right now,

I can offer you my words,

I can offer you my cuddle,

I can offer you my rejoice,

I can offer you my soul,

I can offer you, is  me.

 

 

Sorrow, ache, misery, nuisance, agony, lament, cry and words like these would be history,

Darkness would be something like mystery,

But

You have to act something.

 

 

I need your trust, I need your faith, I need your commitment, I need hope, I need your dreams,

Then you can see, love

How beautiful we can make this world,

Not only for you, not only for us but for everyone who is surrounded to us,

 

 

Please give up all your hesitations, your cocoon,

Your mental barriers, your hurdle,

My heart is filled with emotions, eyes are about to splash,

 Beats are fast, time is rushing

and

I am here waiting for you, my soul.

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I Am Sorry…….

 

When I smell pain in sunlight, mist disappeared from air,

Agony on my face by the moon, stars became disappearing,

Water became saline, colour of pain spared on canvas of sky,

Clouds gliding like lava on my head,

Lament of wolf could listen by me,

Rainbow now looking ugly, time became immobile,

No movement all around me.

 

 

 

Clouds anguishing all around me, nothing is appearing good,

I can realize nothing is going well around me,

Why this is so,

Everything is so inexplicable around me, nothing like known to me,

What is going on?

What is this going on around me….!

 

 

 

Now a could listen to a spiky echo in my ears,

Something likes piercing my heart,

I am feeling uneasy,

What is this genesis of all this,

Where is dejected feeling is coming from

I am going behind it.

 

 

There is something in shadow of bushes,

There is someone behind this darkness,

It is appealing sculpture is there, no there is someone,

This is someone, who is crying there,

My breaths are running fast, I touched her shoulders to turned,

Oh … it is you, my love..!!

 

 

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Crying fearlessly, carrying your broken heart in hands,

Tears passing all over body, grim face, volcanic eyes,

Bloody heart is melting and saying my name,

Oh, it is me … it is I am who did this to you,

 Who shattered your heart, broken you,

Unknowingly killed your faith, trust me,

Whipped out your emotions for me,

Rip off your dreams, your desires.

 

 

My girl what I did to you,

What I have done to you,

Oh..What I can do now,

 I am blank, astonished, stoned,

The only word which coming from my soul is,

I am sorry my love.

 

 

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Pole star

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On heap of rocks I was sitting,

All alone, offended, dejected, tired, disheartened and twinged,

Nowhere to go, no direction, not desired, no passion,

I lost my recollections,

who am I,

From where I came from

Where I have to go.

All grief, pain and just full with darkness in and out,

Breeze was arctic; no warmness was in fire, just all my world was broke up.

 

Only thing that I could remember was I am and pole star,

All abandoned nothing far and behind me, what to do and where to start do not know,

In freezing storm I sensed a fluid voice, silky, smooth, tender and warm,

Came in my ears and going into my soul,

Was chanting like a baby, whispering, uttering unclear but comforting to heart,

 

 

She was in front of me, smiling, In white gown, came to me,

Touches me and said to me.

My love forgot what happened with you,

 Where you have to go,

Just trust yourself,

Just believe In you,

All these pain, agony, frustration, sorrow are quick.

Just keep walking; you are not made to be   remorse, to lament on death of yours.

Nothing you lost nothing you could revive.

I am with you forever and always.

 

I asked who you are, do I know you, why you are supporting.

She smiled and said I am you forgotten love,

Your own soul,

Your own body,

I am you own pole star.

 

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THIS IS LIFE

This life is so unusual, each day instructs new thing,

Sometimes so good make me live,

Sometimes so bad makes me die.

Some day so happy, make me  howl,

So time so dull make me annoy.

Sometimes I give me smile,

Sometimes runs me  from miles to miles,

Sometimes it is vivid as rainbow,

Sometimes as dull as prosaic,

I have not only seen mono shades of life

I saw incalculable shades of this living pride.

 

 

I different saga, an unknown puzzle it is,

As much try to unwind it, I get bored to it

I do not recognize where it is going,

Where It is taking me to,

Is it leading to me or I am leading to it,

To total confusion it is.

 

 

After years of pondering and comprehension.

I grasp…

What so ever I saw,

What so ever I feel,

What so ever I noticed

What so ever I gain

What so ever I lost

All this is life

 

 

Life is nothing but the sum of all my feeling my expressions.

Which is in my, which  is out of me.

Which I missed, which I lost,

Nothing is in control my love ones.

Live it as it is, because this is

THE LIFE.

 

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© Abhishek Yadav 2015

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