आ जाओ फिर तुम

कुछ  गहरी खाईया खोद रही है हम दोनों ने अपने दरमियान ,
जबकि फासला सिर्फ कुछ बोलो ,कुछ बून्द आँसुओ भर का है,
बेबसी तुमको भी है , बेक़रार मैं भी हूँ,
हया की दलदल में तुम भी हो,
जस्बातो के बवंडर में लड़खड़ाता  मैं भी हूँ |

 

न जाने कब हम बोलेगे , गांठ अपने दिलो की खोलेंगे ,
पहल का इंतज़ार मुझको भी है ,
और मुझ से बेक़रार तुम भी हो ,
कनखियों से ताकना मैंने भी देखा है,
नज़रे चुराके निहारना ,तुम ने भी पकड़ा है,

 

ये लुकाछिपी ,
ये अंतहीन पहले खेल,
मुझ से मैं को न हटा पाना , न जाने कहा तक
हम दोनों को ले जायेगा |

 

पर मैं , ज़िन्दगी भर तिलमिलाने , खुद ही खुद में बिलबिलाने ,
कब्र तक की बेबसी , खुद ही खुद में बुदबुदाने ,
वज़नों को सीने पर ढ़ोने से बेहतर ,
मैं कहता हूँ ,
आ जाओ फिर तुम , बस और नहीं  |

 

 

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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Best soul on the earth

We are separated from each other,
Might me another corner of the world,
Could see each other or might be not,
Might me some days you would be involved in your life,
I would indulge in my world too.

 

Pulse  would be numbed,
Aching would be soothing,
Memories would be faded,
The existence of togetherness would be imaginary.
Time vanish all bruise of memories.

 

In  tsunami of changes, havoc of  alteration,
Something  would be consistent,
“I had, best soul on this earth,
And never would get same again.”

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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Please Come Back in My Life

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Desert makes us realize what the water is,
Snow makes us realize what the fire is,
Water makes us realize what the air is,
Smoke makes us realize what the sunlight is,
And, now my solitariness makes me realize the importance of yours.

 

Now I know, how much I was fastened to you,
How much I was devoted to you,
How much I was depending on you,
How much I was relying on you.

 

Now I am feeling, understanding all these,
When you are far-far away from me,
When I can’t accompany you,
When I can’t fondle you,
When I even can’t call you back in my life.

 

Without you, it feels like unambitious,
Without you, it feels like missing me,
Without you, it feels like I am incapable,
Without you, it feels like I am oblivion.

 

But now it’s late, too much late,
Nothing could be amended,
Time couldn’t be irreversible,
I hope I can go back to timeline and make myself understand that,

 

How much you are relevant to me,
How much I depend on you,
How much you are inseparable from me,
How much I savor on you,
How much I need you.

 

I covet my words could fly, make sound in your heart, and whisper,
Please come back again in my life.

 

© Abhishek Yadav- 2016

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I Am Waiting…

I am not a prince, nor charming,

Not even having a horse, or to offer you a unicorn,

I am a simple man,

I carving that, I could offer you all these luxuries, lavishness,  leisure of this world,

Fulfill all your dreams, all desires and aspirations of yours.

 

 

Darling; for me life is not a bed of roses, it is like rollercoaster,

Bitter and sweet, fire and ice, day and dawn,

Nothing is confined, fasten and robust for me,

I am struggling for me, for my continuation; and for my future.

 

 

But something is sure that for which I could tell you right now,

I can offer you my words,

I can offer you my cuddle,

I can offer you my rejoice,

I can offer you my soul,

I can offer you, is  me.

 

 

Sorrow, ache, misery, nuisance, agony, lament, cry and words like these would be history,

Darkness would be something like mystery,

But

You have to act something.

 

 

I need your trust, I need your faith, I need your commitment, I need hope, I need your dreams,

Then you can see, love

How beautiful we can make this world,

Not only for you, not only for us but for everyone who is surrounded to us,

 

 

Please give up all your hesitations, your cocoon,

Your mental barriers, your hurdle,

My heart is filled with emotions, eyes are about to splash,

 Beats are fast, time is rushing

and

I am here waiting for you, my soul.

© Abhishek Yadav -2015

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I Am Sorry…….

 

When I smell pain in sunlight, mist disappeared from air,

Agony on my face by the moon, stars became disappearing,

Water became saline, colour of pain spared on canvas of sky,

Clouds gliding like lava on my head,

Lament of wolf could listen by me,

Rainbow now looking ugly, time became immobile,

No movement all around me.

 

 

 

Clouds anguishing all around me, nothing is appearing good,

I can realize nothing is going well around me,

Why this is so,

Everything is so inexplicable around me, nothing like known to me,

What is going on?

What is this going on around me….!

 

 

 

Now a could listen to a spiky echo in my ears,

Something likes piercing my heart,

I am feeling uneasy,

What is this genesis of all this,

Where is dejected feeling is coming from

I am going behind it.

 

 

There is something in shadow of bushes,

There is someone behind this darkness,

It is appealing sculpture is there, no there is someone,

This is someone, who is crying there,

My breaths are running fast, I touched her shoulders to turned,

Oh … it is you, my love..!!

 

 

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Crying fearlessly, carrying your broken heart in hands,

Tears passing all over body, grim face, volcanic eyes,

Bloody heart is melting and saying my name,

Oh, it is me … it is I am who did this to you,

 Who shattered your heart, broken you,

Unknowingly killed your faith, trust me,

Whipped out your emotions for me,

Rip off your dreams, your desires.

 

 

My girl what I did to you,

What I have done to you,

Oh..What I can do now,

 I am blank, astonished, stoned,

The only word which coming from my soul is,

I am sorry my love.

 

 

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© Abhishek Yadav 2015

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