Because I am Man

When I am shattered, I can’t cry,
Have to smile, I have to show off nothing happened,
Because I am man,

 

When I lost, my beloved,
Have to collect myself, I have to carry on,
Because I am man,

 

When I am pierced,
I can’t announce, I have to keep quiet,
Because I am man,

 

When I am being cheated,
Have I to swallow, I have to wear silence,
Because I am man,

 

When I am in agony,
Have to relax, I have to keep calm,
Because I am man,

 

I can’t say I love you, I am not supposed to be emotional,
I can’t say I am sorry, I am not supposed to have weak,
I can’t say I need you, I am not supposed to be fragile,
I can’t say I am exhausted, I am not supposed to be robust,

 

All these, expectations, desires, rules and traditions
of this world, from  this society,  for this gender,
All are good, still, I would say to you
Men are not apathetic.

 

© Abhishek Yadav -2017

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I Am Missing

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Sun shines, the wind blows,

time clicks, people run,

Moon blossom, stars spreads twinkle,

Everything moving , as it should be,

All around me harmony, synchronized

Rhythm, complete, perfect.

Except me.

 

There is hollow , emptiness within me,

Somewhere ,something is missing.

I am searching it, trying to fix

Leaking of my soul, bleeding of my heart.

Pieces of my aura.

Droplets of my emotions all around me.

 

I don’t know why these things are happening with me,

What is going on with me,

But I can feel one thing for sure.

I am missing from, within me.

© Abhishek Yadav 2016

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एक टुकड़ा आसमान का

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अरमानो को गुबार ठुसे पड़े है, रूह में ,

कुलबुलाते , बुलबुलते ,लबरेज , छलछलाते,

बड़े अरमानो से सींचे ,

कही दफ़न न हो जाये , मेरे साथ मेरी कब्र में |

हो सके तो एक टुकड़ा मुझे दे देना आसमान का ,

छोटे सुर्ख बादलों वाला ,

आरज़ू-ए-ज़िन्दगी समझ कर मेरे खुदा |

हो सके मेरे अरमानो की स्याही ,

गुलाल बन बरसे किसी और की ज़िन्दगी पर |

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© Abhishek Yadav 2016

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I Am Sorry…….

 

When I smell pain in sunlight, mist disappeared from air,

Agony on my face by the moon, stars became disappearing,

Water became saline, colour of pain spared on canvas of sky,

Clouds gliding like lava on my head,

Lament of wolf could listen by me,

Rainbow now looking ugly, time became immobile,

No movement all around me.

 

 

 

Clouds anguishing all around me, nothing is appearing good,

I can realize nothing is going well around me,

Why this is so,

Everything is so inexplicable around me, nothing like known to me,

What is going on?

What is this going on around me….!

 

 

 

Now a could listen to a spiky echo in my ears,

Something likes piercing my heart,

I am feeling uneasy,

What is this genesis of all this,

Where is dejected feeling is coming from

I am going behind it.

 

 

There is something in shadow of bushes,

There is someone behind this darkness,

It is appealing sculpture is there, no there is someone,

This is someone, who is crying there,

My breaths are running fast, I touched her shoulders to turned,

Oh … it is you, my love..!!

 

 

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Crying fearlessly, carrying your broken heart in hands,

Tears passing all over body, grim face, volcanic eyes,

Bloody heart is melting and saying my name,

Oh, it is me … it is I am who did this to you,

 Who shattered your heart, broken you,

Unknowingly killed your faith, trust me,

Whipped out your emotions for me,

Rip off your dreams, your desires.

 

 

My girl what I did to you,

What I have done to you,

Oh..What I can do now,

 I am blank, astonished, stoned,

The only word which coming from my soul is,

I am sorry my love.

 

 

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© Abhishek Yadav 2015

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