Everyone does not have everything, because everyone does not deserve to get everything. When I see down the memory line and conclude what I get and what I lost in transition between different phases of like; then I conclude I was with so many people and all of them was not so much deserving to get me or I was not enough to get them; I do not know what is truth. But I am certain about that I am doing well because from where I started and where I am right now are two different positions, and I find myself that I grown am still growing.
When you are leaving a comfortable position or company of a comfortable person; it is painful and you do not want to come out from comfortable position. It is human nature we all want to be in comfort and cozy. But unfortunately we forget to realized that separation from your comfort gives you an opportunity too.
Yes it is an opportunity to get immunity from that loving position or from that loving person, it is up to you how you scrutinize this situation. If you will come out from your current situation it might be you could obtain better position or person. If not than be happy with that comfortable position of person… choice is yours. Come out from your comfort… it might be dangerous and you might never know it.
My first imperfect blog….
Oh my God it is my first blog and I am totally clueless that what I should write, really I can’t tell you how it feels to share, what is in your mind with whom you do not know. I am feeling blue…. Num or may be dumb.
In which style I should present my first blog, should it be in that way which make impression on your mind that I am genius, intellectual .after reading this blog you should thing what a genius man I am. But by the way who is genius here….common even I can’t spell genius correctly.
May be my first blog should be informatics with data, facts, figures and information so rare that Google also could not search like how to eradicate Ebola..? How to hack CIA homepage…? Impact of green house on stratosphere, but really are you here to read such bulky stuff….it would be like family pizza with extra cheese is looks lusty but buddy.. .How you gonna digest it.?
Or maybe is should mention my all travel experiences …unfortunately I did all these travels decades ago. All related information might be obsolete like Nokia 2110.
Or I should go with something funny, easy to go, bubbly and fuzzy style but actually I do not know real meaning of these jargon. Total confusion how to present my first blog, this much nervous I was not even on first date… total confusion.
Dear friend lest forget let’s talk about subject of my blog should I compose a page about technology..? Hay buddy are you geek..? Come one still 60 % of world population do not open their mail box because they do not have internet access so I can’t afford to lose such big chunk of pie.
Or should I right about history…!!! History….History….History .Buddy I have not touched my history book since I left school. Hope so you did same because we are on same page. Politics is hot topic always hot cake for any one, everyone around me discussing about politics , regional politics, national politics , politics of south Asia, situation of middle east , Latin America ,BRICS, America and china so much… are you ready to listen to this better open TV and see CNN or open page of BBC.
Total confusion, total mess-up, I do not know that how to organize a web page, how to write like a pro, how to create a style statement ,playing with color pattern , font selection , even I do not have pic ready with me to post.
My dear reading there is total mess-up about my first post like my room. A place where nothing on its place and if something on its original place than it means it is not may room….. IMPERFECT
Hay buddy listen…. if things, articles around me are imperfect and me to imperfect than how I can dare to thing about my page, my blog, my first post should be perfect. Perfection is a relative and I do not have any thing to relate, why not I should accept me as I am and post my first blog as it is.
I think there is the problem with us that we try to do things perfect, perfect study, perfect job, perfect car, perfect spouse, perfect life everything around us must be perfect, but in blind race of perfection we forget one thing that is perfect is perfect . Perfect is unchangeable, you can’t add something on this, you can modify anything in that, you can’t contribute something from your side because that thing is perfect.
Do you want to buy a car which you can’t modify because it is perfect..? Would you like to hold a mobile which you could not personalized it because it is perfect..? Would you like to live in a house which you could not color as per your choice because that house is perfect..? Would you like to date someone who is not going to influence by your presence because that person is perfect..?Or would you like to be part of that society who does not wants your contribution because that is perfect society..??
Thanks God I am imperfect and my article is imperfect because “IMPERFECTION” have its beauty. I can change it, whenever I want and as many times I can change it, in pursuit of perfection. Because I read that change is only constant thing in universe.
My dear reader I also would like to be imperfect so that you can give me some more ideas, some feedback to keep my journey on in search of perfection. So it is my request with you that please consider this imperfect article as my first blog, but you can make it perfect by you feedback, your suggestion to me. To perfect it for future. You know friend only living thing changes… dead are dead.
Thanks for bearing me till now…..keep smiling.
Excepting the infinite spirit, everything else is changing. There is the whirl of change