I will rise

 

 

 

When I woke up today, I realised,
My shattered dreams was bleeding o the floor,
My broken expectations were taking last breaths,
My unfilled love was clouding in vein,
 My underachievement was shouting me,
My shortcoming was flaunting on window,
My heart was aching, running wild.

 

 

I was numbed, shocked, stationary what to do,
Where to cry, for all these disasters,
whom to blame for  these mishappening,
Where to sprinkle my tears,
Whom to pour my grief,
Where to end my pain.

 

 

Then, after a heavy exhale,
I smile and spoke to me,
This is genesis of new beginning,
I will not be settled down, I will not rest,
My this  graveyard would be for my tomorrow,
Dear world, I will rise again.

 

 

©Abhishek Yadav -2017
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Dreams

What are dreams,
Are dreams my subconscious feeling,
Are dreams expressions of unfilled desires,
Are dreams imaginations, of impossible,
Are dreams hallucinations, of my mind,
Are dreams expansion,  of my fantasies.

 

 

Accurately, I don’t know what are these dreams
But I love to see them,
I love to feel them,
I love to fulfil them,
I love to visualise them.

 

It dreams which let me feel to  end of horizon,
It dreams which allows me to do what I can’t thing,
It dreams which persuades me to chase impossible,
It dreams which ignites, my soul and feelings.

 

Yes, I am a dreamer, I see dreams with open eyes,
I see dreams in day time,
Because of my dreams, I am here,
Where I would reach tomorrow, that would be also my dreams.

 

 Let me swim, into my dreams,
And chase un-chaseable, see invisible,
Approachable  for unapproachable, conquest invisibly,
  So, now Good night.

 

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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Familiar Stranger

Someone, I know far from me, following me,
tracking me, quietly, calmly, without any tracks,
without any hiss, just observing me,
 no words, without breath,

 

Oh my disengaged one, I know who you are,
my forbidden love, you; who came in my life,
adorned me, best memories of my life,
rejoiced, rejuvenated  and reclaimed my life,

 

Places stretched between us, by the time,
we separated, departed and walked our miles,
now you feel; we   just meet  as serendipitously,
Just as a trick, one among the million we meet.

 

Have you ever pondered why we meet,
neither it was  coincidence, nor a random chance,
everything happens, due to a cause, with a reason,
yet, we can’t justify it but we can perceive it.

 

Anytime, we strive, argue then quiet,
because I understand silence; of yours,
you rejoice my emotions, our chorus,
our misunderstanding, miscommunication

 

Still, we can’t deny our love for each other,
i love you and would keep loving till eternity,
even though what so ever situation around us,
that is all, I have to say you, my familiar stranger.

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The Hope- Immortal

Night is dark, dismay, Land is frozen, the wind is icy,
In the middle of night, everything is hazy,
Trail is  sludgy, sky is gloomy,
Nothing and no one is awake, except me,

 

I have to be ready, and alert to march ahead,
I don’t know what is about to come,
What I have to face, what life going to unbox for me,
What destiny would bring for me?

 

In spite of so much uncertainty, so much haziness,
Along with  dump of perplexity, and complexity,
I am calm and anchored, firmly matching to destiny.

 

Because I can know you are with me,
neither physically, nor tangible, nor noticeably,
But, I know you will join me, After frozen seasons,

 

All these are just my thinking, which generates believes,
believes, generates hope, yes I have hope,
The Hope, which is immortal.

  © Abhishek Yadav-2017

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Good Morning

Good morning,
It’s new day and new beginning,
Each day is an opportunity, to begin with new,
A fresh start, an opportunity to craft something new,
new construction, for new hope, for rejoice new.

 

What if the sun carry remorse of yesterday,
What if the moon shower yelling of past,
What if winds carry essence  of forgotten  memories,
What if the water contains the blood of scattered dreams.

 

Shadow of yesterday, shouldn’t overcome  future,
Grief shouldn’t mingle in dreams of tomorrow,
Let’s make some steps, new inception,
Forgiving each other.

 

Don’t hesitate, don’t overthink,
Make step, you will find me there,
Where you leave me, carrying smile and hope,
For our shiny tomorrow.

 

© Abhishek Yadav 2017
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Why birds are not free….

Wings span of birds are big enough, To drag them,
All over sky, every corner of world, anytime,

 

Each morning, birds fly And comes back to the same tree
On the same branch, in the same tree,

 

Why they can’t hope, new branch,
Choose new tree, roam new area,
Wandering new continent, new everything,

 

I don’t know either it is fear to start something new,
Or affection of the same place,
But what so ever that magnet is;

 

What so ever that power is,
That is almighty, dragging back to me;
And my bird, on the same place; doing same,

 

We all are bird, but chained our self,
For something, from something and forever something.

© Abhishek Yadav-2017

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Opposite attracts

As the times passes, you are slipping out from me,
Going into infinity, reaching to a black hole,
In one-way, into irreversible direction,
This is how you think.

 

But there is difference in opinion
As far we are going away,
As little as we are seeing each other,
As few we are talking to one other.
Bond between us getting robust,
Perplexing of meeting,
Desperation to seeing
Imagination to facing
Desire to holding
Are increasing.

 

Yes, this is another way of I thinks
Just differences of opinion
That’s why
Opposite attracts Bong.

 

© Abhishek Yadav -2017

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Because I am Man

When I am shattered, I can’t cry,
Have to smile, I have to show off nothing happened,
Because I am man,

 

When I lost, my beloved,
Have to collect myself, I have to carry on,
Because I am man,

 

When I am pierced,
I can’t announce, I have to keep quiet,
Because I am man,

 

When I am being cheated,
Have I to swallow, I have to wear silence,
Because I am man,

 

When I am in agony,
Have to relax, I have to keep calm,
Because I am man,

 

I can’t say I love you, I am not supposed to be emotional,
I can’t say I am sorry, I am not supposed to have weak,
I can’t say I need you, I am not supposed to be fragile,
I can’t say I am exhausted, I am not supposed to be robust,

 

All these, expectations, desires, rules and traditions
of this world, from  this society,  for this gender,
All are good, still, I would say to you
Men are not apathetic.

 

© Abhishek Yadav -2017

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Blow slowly

Dear wind, wait for me,
I want you to end for me,
Hold, till I can grasp you in me,
Close to my heart, Into my soul,

 

Let me bring container of memories,
I want to hold fragrance of someone,
Sitting far end of rainbow,
You are moistened in her aroma,
I want will emboss   her fragrance in memories,

 

You have warmness of her breaths,
I want you to immobile,
I will conserve  it, to fuel my dreams,

 

Last chance of catch her gasp, before she close her windows
For me, and for you.
Please, wind blow slowly.

 

© Abhishek Yadav -2017

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Best soul on the earth

We are separated from each other,
Might me another corner of the world,
Could see each other or might be not,
Might me some days you would be involved in your life,
I would indulge in my world too.

 

Pulse  would be numbed,
Aching would be soothing,
Memories would be faded,
The existence of togetherness would be imaginary.
Time vanish all bruise of memories.

 

In  tsunami of changes, havoc of  alteration,
Something  would be consistent,
“I had, best soul on this earth,
And never would get same again.”

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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