ख्याल

वो इंतज़ार करते रहे बेकरारी से मेरी मिय्यत का,
हम बेबाक अपने मौत का इरादा ही बदल बैठे |
क्या मरना उस बेगैरत के लिए,
जो ज़िन्दगी की कीमत लगा बैठे |

Dreams

What are dreams,

Are dreams my subconscious feeling,

Are dreams expressions of unfilled desires,

Are dreams imaginations, of impossible,

Are dreams hallucinations, of my mind,

Are dreams expansion,  of my fantasies.

 

 

Accurately, I don’t know what are these dreams

But I love to see them,

I love to feel them,

I love to fulfil them,

I love to visualise them.

 

It dreams which let me feel to  end of horizon,

It dreams which allows me to do what I can’t thing,

It dreams which persuades me to chase impossible,

It dreams which ignites, my soul and feelings.

 

Yes, I am a dreamer, I see dreams with open eyes,

I see dreams in day time,

Because of my dreams, I am here,

Where I would reach tomorrow, that would be also my dreams.

 

 Let me swim, into my dreams,

And chase un-chaseable, see invisible,

Approachable  for unapproachable, conquest invisibly,

  So, now Good night.

 

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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Familiar Stranger

Someone, I know far from me, following me,

tracking me, quietly, calmly, without any tracks,

without any hiss, just observing me,

 no words, without breath,

 

Oh my disengaged one, I know who you are,

my forbidden love, you; who came in my life,

adorned me, best memories of my life,

rejoiced, rejuvenated  and reclaimed my life,

 

Places stretched between us, by the time,

we separated, departed and walked our miles,

now you feel; we   just meet  as serendipitously,

Just as a trick, one among the million we meet.

 

Have you ever pondered why we meet,

neither it was  coincidence, nor a random chance,

everything happens, due to a cause, with a reason,

yet, we can’t justify it but we can perceive it.

 

Anytime, we strive, argue then quiet,

because I understand silence; of yours,

you rejoice my emotions, our chorus,

our misunderstanding, miscommunication

 

Still, we can’t deny our love for each other,

i love you and would keep loving till eternity,

even though what so ever situation around us,

that is all, I have to say you, my familiar stranger.

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The Hope- Immortal

Night is dark, dismay, Land is frozen, the wind is icy,

In the middle of night, everything is hazy,

Trail is  sludgy, sky is gloomy,

Nothing and no one is awake, except me,

 

I have to be ready, and alert to march ahead,

I don’t know what is about to come,

What I have to face, what life going to unbox for me,

What destiny would bring for me?

 

In spite of so much uncertainty, so much haziness,

Along with  dump of perplexity, and complexity,

I am calm and anchored, firmly matching to destiny.

 

Because I can know you are with me,

neither physically, nor tangible, nor noticeably,

But, I know you will join me, After frozen seasons,

 

All these are just my thinking, which generates believes,

believes, generates hope, yes I have hope,

The Hope, which is immortal.

  © Abhishek Yadav-2017

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आ जाओ फिर तुम

कुछ  गहरी खाईया खोद रही है हम दोनों ने अपने दरमियान ,

जबकि फासला सिर्फ कुछ बोलो ,कुछ बून्द आँसुओ भर का है,

बेबसी तुमको भी है , बेक़रार मैं भी हूँ,

हया की दलदल में तुम भी हो,

जस्बातो के बवंडर में लड़खड़ाता  मैं भी हूँ |

 

न जाने कब हम बोलेगे , गांठ अपने दिलो की खोलेंगे ,

पहल का इंतज़ार मुझको भी है ,

और मुझ से बेक़रार तुम भी हो ,

कनखियों से ताकना मैंने भी देखा है,

नज़रे चुराके निहारना ,तुम ने भी पकड़ा है,

 

ये लुकाछिपी ,

ये अंतहीन पहले खेल,

मुझ से मैं को न हटा पाना , न जाने कहा तक

हम दोनों को ले जायेगा |

 

पर मैं , ज़िन्दगी भर तिलमिलाने , खुद ही खुद में बिलबिलाने ,

कब्र तक की बेबसी , खुद ही खुद में बुदबुदाने ,

वज़नों को सीने पर ढ़ोने से बेहतर ,

मैं कहता हूँ ,

आ जाओ फिर तुम , बस और नहीं  |

 

 

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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Good Morning

Good morning,

It’s new day and new beginning,

Each day is an opportunity, to begin with new,

A fresh start, an opportunity to craft something new,

new construction, for new hope, for rejoice new.

 

What if the sun carry remorse of yesterday,

What if the moon shower yelling of past,

What if winds carry essence  of forgotten  memories,

What if the water contains the blood of scattered dreams.

 

Shadow of yesterday, shouldn’t overcome  future,

Grief shouldn’t mingle in dreams of tomorrow,

Let’s make some steps, new inception,

Forgiving each other.

 

Don’t hesitate, don’t overthink,

Make step, you will find me there,

Where you leave me, carrying smile and hope,

For our shiny tomorrow.

 

© Abhishek Yadav 2017

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Why birds are not free….

Wings span of birds are big enough, To drag them,

All over sky, every corner of world, anytime,

 

Each morning, birds fly And comes back to the same tree

On the same branch, in the same tree,

 

Why they can’t hope, new branch,

Choose new tree, roam new area,

Wandering new continent, new everything,

 

I don’t know either it is fear to start something new,

Or affection of the same place,

But what so ever that magnet is;

 

What so ever that power is,

That is almighty, dragging back to me;

And my bird, on the same place; doing same,

 

We all are bird, but chained our self,

For something, from something and forever something.

© Abhishek Yadav-2017

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Opposite attracts

As the times passes, you are slipping out from me,

Going into infinity, reaching to a black hole,

In one-way, into irreversible direction,

This is how you think.

 

But there is difference in opinion

As far we are going away,

As little as we are seeing each other,

As few we are talking to one other.

Bond between us getting robust,

Perplexing of meeting,

Desperation to seeing

Imagination to facing

Desire to holding

Are increasing.

 

Yes, this is another way of I thinks

Just differences of opinion

That’s why

Opposite attracts Bong.

 

© Abhishek Yadav -2017

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Because I am Man

When I am shattered, I can’t cry,

Have to smile, I have to show off nothing happened,

Because I am man,

 

When I lost, my beloved,

Have to collect myself, I have to carry on,

Because I am man,

 

When I am pierced,

I can’t announce, I have to keep quiet,

Because I am man,

 

When I am being cheated,

Have I to swallow, I have to wear silence,

Because I am man,

 

When I am in agony,

Have to relax, I have to keep calm,

Because I am man,

 

I can’t say I love you, I am not supposed to be emotional,

I can’t say I am sorry, I am not supposed to have weak,

I can’t say I need you, I am not supposed to be fragile,

I can’t say I am exhausted, I am not supposed to be robust,

 

All these, expectations, desires, rules and traditions

of this world, from  this society,  for this gender,

All are good, still, I would say to you

Men are not apathetic.

 

© Abhishek Yadav -2017

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I am in desert

Far from here, where I can’t reach.

In unknown location extreme from sight,

A site where no direction,

 A position without  dimension

I know you are there,

 

Because I live in desert

Far from emotions and feeling,

Dry and dusty place like my heart,

Soil without pulse and carving,

 

At this land, i suspect,

Moister, muggier, cold and breeze,

 Downpour, cascade, around and within me,

Same salty, same soaked, same savour.

 

Stop your droplets, stop moan,

I can’t bear breeze, that much feeling in my head,

Because now I live in the desert , My Love.

 

 

© Abhishek Yadav- 2017

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